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April 07 HI EVERYONE.........Hi evryone,
I would just like to say a big thanks to everybody who has left me messages over the last few months .
its been a mad time recently and its good to see people dont forget you
 .iv moved from the north and im now living down south with my new partner sean and his son jamie,my old life is still in the back ground but hopefully in the next few months that should all be sorted out
 .October 09 WISDOM TOOTH.....HI EVERYONE HOPE YOU ARE ALL WELL,
YES ITS THE TEETH AGAIN LOL....
FRIDAY AFTERNOON IM GOING TO SHEFFIELD CHARLES CLIFFORD HOSPITAL TO HAVE MY WISDOM TOOTH OUT
 AND IM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.
IV NOT LONG HAD A ROOT CANAL DONE ON MY BOTTOM TOOTH AND THAT DIDNT GO TO WELL...I ENDED UP GETTING AN INFECTION
AND HAD TO GO ON ANTIBIOTICS AND I COULDNT EAT DRINK OR SLEEP FOR OVER A WEEK.....AND THE PAIN WAS SOMETHING I DONT WANT TO GO
THROUGH AGAIN..SO THIS IS WHY IM A LITTLE BIT APPREHENSIVE ABOUT GOING ...
OH WELL..KEEP SMILING AND LOVE TO YOU ALL XXXX October 01 A BIT OF EVERYTHING.......WHAT CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY......
ARE YOU HAPPY RIGHT NOW OR SAD...ARE YOU BITTER ABOUT YOUR PRESENT CONDITION?
DO YOU WONDER WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOUR LIFE?
DO YOU WONDER WHY OTHERS ARE HAPPY AND QUESTION WHY SOME ARE SAD.
ARE HAPPY PEOPLE BORN THAT WAY OR IS HAPPYNESS A STATE OF MIND?
WILL HAVING MONEY MAKE YOU HAPPY
WILL HAVING A NEW LOVER MAKE YOU HAPPY
WILL GETTING MARRIED MAKE YOU HAPPY
WILL SLEEPING WITH OTHER PEOPLE MAKE YOU HAPPY
WILL CHANGING YOUR PROFESSION MAKE YOU HAPPY
WILL GETTING DRUNK EVERY NIGHT MAKE YOU HAPPY
WILL TAKING DRUGS MAKE YOU HAPPY
WILL BUYING A NEW CAR MAKE YOU HAPPY
WILL MOVING TO A BIGGER HOUSE MAKE YOU HAPPY
WILL HAVING CHILDREN MAKE YOU HAPPY
WILL BEING PROMOTED MAKE HAPPY
WILL BEING THE HEAD OF YOUR ORGANIZATION MAKE YOU HAPPY
WHAT CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY
THAT WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY CAN MAKE OTHERS SAD!!!!!!
AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP
A BETTER TOMORROW.......
SHE CAN FEEL THE PAIN OF YESTURDAY PAST,
AND ALSO THE SORROW OF THE DAYS TO COME,
SHE DOESNT WANT TO GO ON,
SO SHE PRAYS FOR A BETTER TOMORROW,
ITS HARD FOR HER TO COPE,
SHE'D LIKE TO RUN AWAY,
IN HER HEART SHE KNOWS
THAT SHE CANNOT STAY,
YOU CAN SEE THE SADNESS
DEEP WITHIN HER EYES,
SHE WOULD LIKE TO STOP THIS MADNESS
BUT INSTEAD SHE JUST CRYS,
SHE PRAYS FOR STRENGHT TO MOVE AHEAD,
JUST TO SURVIVE ANOTHER DAY,
SHE PLEADS FOR THE COURAGE TO BE BRAVE
SO SHE CAN SIMPLY WALK AWAY....
THE MADNESS OF LOVE.
YOU'RE THE FIRST THING I THINK OF
EACH MORNING WHEN I RISE
YOU'RE THE LAST THING I THINK OF
EACH NIGHT WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES
YOU'RE IN EACH THOUGHT I HAVE
AND EVERY BREATH I TAKE
MY FEELINGS ARE GROWING STRONGER
WITH EVERY MOVE I MAKE
I WANT TO PROVE I LOVE YOU
BUT THATS THE HARDEST PART
SO IM GIVING ALL I HAVE TO GIVE
TO YOU.....I GIVE MY HEART
 September 05 holiday......
HI ALL....HOPE YOU ARE ALL WELL, ON SATURDAY WE GO TO SKEGNESS FOR A WEEK,AND YES IT THAT TIME OF YEAR WHEN IT WILL BE RAINING NONE STOP ( LIKE IT HAS ALL YEAR SO I WILL BE AWAY FOR A WEEK, AND WISH YOU ALL A FAB WEEKEND AND A GREAT WEEK ....AND I WILL BE ON THE BEACH IN MY BIKINI LOL (NOT) IN THE RAIN. LOVE TO ALL..RACH XXX September 02 THE TATTOO AGAIN........HI ALL, AS YOU CAN SEE ITS THE TATTOO AGAIN.
I WOULD LIKE TO SAY A BIG THANKYOU TO ALLYS HUBBY FOR COMING UP WITH THIS DESIGH FOR ME AS I AM VERY PLEASED OF HOW IT HAS COME OUT .
HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT DAY.
LOVE TO ALL.
RACH XXX August 26 tattoo but i will try to do a better one lol. but i have put pics of the christening i went to on sunday as i was the proud god parent.keep well and love to you all.
rach xxx August 18 EVERYTHING GOING WRONG.....HI to all my space friends...wow iv not done this for a while lol...i hope everyone had a great weekend..
sorry iv not got back to everyone iv not been on here for a few days...my weekend has been so busy...we were doing the pond ( yes i know the pond AGAIN ) we have put all the fish and plants in ...BUT the water fall is a no go..the design we came up with is no good  ..so we are going to have to rethink that one lol.friday i got a new mobile phone..and yes i cannot work it out lol..so as well as doing the pond iv also spent the weekend trying to work the phone out..so its either get a friends teenager to help me or go back to the shop and let them set me up..either way im going to be embarrassed lol..and friends ask why i dont get new things all the time lol..
have a great day my friends and i will be popping in on you all very soon.
love to all. August 03 weekend.....HI EVERYONE HOPE YOU ALL HAVE HAD A GOOD WEEKEND.
IV HAD A HOUSE FULL OF MEN ( HUBBYS FRIENDS LOL ) ALL HERE TO HELP HIM DO THE POND,
SO I'V NOT DONE MUCH BUT KEPT THEM IN BEER ALL DAY ( WHICH WAS FUN FOR ME ),
SO THE LINER IS IN AND ITS FULL OF WATER,AND ITS A WONDER NOBODYS FALLEN INTO IT,AS YOU KNOW WHAT MEN ARE LIKE WHEN DRUNK
 .SO I LEFT THEM TO IT AND ENJOYED THE HOUSE TO MYSELF PLAYING MUSIC AS LOUD AS I COULD TO PEE THEM OFF LOL.
BUT APART FROM THAT A VERY QUIET WEEKEND FOR ME.
TAKE CARE, LOVE TO ALL.RACH
July 30 THANKYOU....
HI EVERYONE HOPE YOU ARE ALL WELL, I JUST NEED TO SAY A REALY BIG THANKYOU TO MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE SHOWN ME MUCH SUPPORT AND KIND WORDS, AND A BIG THANKYOU TO STEVE AND JEN FOR YOUR HELP I AM SO PROUD TO CALL YOU MY FRIENDS YOU ARE ALL VERY MUCH APPRECIATED TAKE CARE AND I WILL BE BACK SOON. LOVE TO YOU ALL,RACH X
July 23 EPILEPSY....WHAT ARE THE CAUSES ?.
the brain consists of more then 100 billion nerve cells,these all communicate with one another,some provoke others into further messages ( EXCITATON ),WHILE OTHERS TEND TO BLOCK THEM ( inhibition ).
the proper working of the brain depends on a balance: too many nerve cells sending messages at once without enough being blocked can produce a sort of electrical storm-or a seizure.
common causes include brain damage from birth injuries-a stroke-brain tumours-head injuries and alcoholism.some seiures probably have a genetic basis,although its rare for epilepsy to run in families,how ever no one cause has been found to back this up.
WHOS AT RISK ?.
seizures can occure with out any obvious cause,but the risk is much greater in those who've had brain damage,these seizures can occur many years after the injury.
certain recreational drugs ( COCAINE )for example and alcohol can induce seizures,and while the first seizure can be brought on by the drug inquestion eventually spontaneous seizures may occur even after drug use has stopped.
epilepsy,except in rare circumstances,isn't inherited,although the risk of developing epilepsy may be increased slightly in relatives of those who have the condition.
PARTIAL SEIZURES:which bein in one part of the brain then spread to effect other parts.
GENERALISED SEIZURED:which start in both sides of the brain at once and causes the person to lose consciousness.
what a person experiiences during a seizure and whats seen by others depends on where it starts and how quickly the "STORM" spreads.
seizures can take many forms and don't always involve losing consciousess or convulions ( WHEN THE MUSCLES RELAX AND TIGHTEN RHYTHMICALLY ),most are sudden and short lived lasting from seconds to minutes.
some partial seizures may be no more than the rhythmical twitching of part of a limb,an unusual tatse or a sensation through the body or pins and needles in one part of the body can be "WARNINGS" or "AURES".
seizures should be consided as a possible cause of recurring episodes of confusion or strange behaviour in some people.
ABSENCE SEIZURES-a brief interruption of consciousness-can be suspected in children who are having repeated lapes in concentration lasting seconds.
PEOPLE ARE OFTEN UNAWARE OF THE FOLLOWING FACTS :-
:-epilepsy is common and can affect anyone~.
:-most people with epilesy successfully control their seizures with drugs~.
:-epilepsy in some people does get better,allowing people to come of drugs~.
:-most people with epilepsy can lead normal lives~.
:-epilepsy is very rarely inherited~.
:-violence during a seizure is rae and people having a seizure are no threat to others~.
:-most seizures aren't dangerus to the person having them.
SOME OF THE TRIGGERS IN EPILEPSY.
:-FLASHING LIGHTS~.
:-STROBE LIGHTING~.
:-EXCESSIVE ALCOHOL~.
:-CERTAIN DRUGS~.
:-LACK OF SLEEP~.
:-STRESS~.
:-OVER EXCITMENT~.
i hope i have not upset anybody by doing this blog or to get people worrying over their loved ones.
i have done this as i feel i have been on spaces long enough for people to get to no me and have not judged me through knowing i have epilepsy and this has helped me as by doing this as i will never get used to having seizures myself but i hope it will help others to understand more.
love to you all,rach xxx July 20 WEEKEND..............
hi everyone hope you're all well, what a great weekend its been for me,i'v done no cooking at all sunday again i awoke to tea and toast ( i think its the guilt from yesterday).hubby then said we were going out to look for the pond liner,we ended up going to three different places,the first one was no help the staff were very rude,just walking about and when we did ask for help he ended up leaving us half way through,to help somebody else so on the way home hubby then said how about going for a pub lunch so of cause i had to say yes lol,we ended up at a place called brewers fayre,and the meal was fantastic and very filling but that might have been helped by the couple of drinks that we had with meal lol.so no cooking again for me hehe.well my weekend went well, ( for me anyway ), take care and more blogs to come later,love to all rach x
July 19 THE MIST........
hi everyone hope you are all well today, as i'm a big fan of stephen king a good friend got me a copy of THE MIST,and its one of the best films i'v seen in a long time,its one of those films that keeps you on your toes all the way through,i'm not going to put on here anything about the film, except that if you like a bit of a scare you need to watch this at night with the lights low,so all in all a good film with a fantastic twist to the ending,a must see film,if you get to see it i would love to hear you comments. love to all,rach x July 16 this is for darren........
FROM THE START YOU SHOWED SO MUCH CARE, SLOWLY I REALIZED THE LOVE WE COULD SHARE, I KNEW IT WOULD BE HARD TO PUT MY HEART ON THE LINE, BUT IT WAS ALL WORTH IT TO MAKE YOU MINE, WITH YOU BY MYSIDE I CANNOT GO WRONG, ONLY YOU COULD HAVE MADE MY HEART STRONG, YOU SHOWED ME A DIFFERENT POINT OF VIEW, SO I OPENED MY MIND TO UNDERSTAND YOU, NOW I SEE THE BEAUTY OF A WILTED FLOWER, AND THE EXCITEMENT YOU FEEL IN A THUNDER SHOWER, I LOVE EVERYTHING THAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE, ESPECIALLY THE PART ONLY I GET TO SEE, IN THE PAST I MADE SEVERAL BAD CHOICES, BUT YOU DROWNED OUT THE ANTAGONIZING VOICES, BECAUSE OF YOU I HAVE A BETTER LIFE, AND THE STRENGHT I NEED TO SURVIVE, OVER TIME WE HAVE COME A LONG WAY, I'VE LEARNED TO TREASURE EVERYDAY, SO WHILE EVERY WORD OF THIS IS HONEST AND REAL, IT STILL CANNOT EXPLAIN ALL THE LOVE THAT I FEEL, I PRAY THAT THIS MIRICLE WILL ALWAYS BE......, THE MIRICLE OF YOU AND ME. July 14 DOMESTIC VIOLENCE.........hi everyone,hope you are all well today,
DOMESTIC VIOLENCE:yesturday one of my neighbours began a very heated argument with her partner,this soon turned to violence to which the person in question began to scream,this then went on for a few minutes befor i began to feel i needed to do something.....but do you get involved or leave them to it....the reason this went through my mind was with all the knifeing and people being killed just by helping somebody out.......so do you go round or do you call the police on somebody you know and you know this is a rocky relationship and arguments are a regular accurance.....it then turned to hitting and crying that could all be heard to which i grabed the phone and called the police without a second thought, the next thing i knew she had come running round to my house banging on the door and in a terribible state.
the police then called round to which i left to let them talk to her and i was to keep a look out for her son who was expected home,to my disappointment people were twitching the blinds and nets to have a good look,but are not willing to help somebody out.
i do think i did the right thing and i hope somebody would do the same for me~if it be i was being attacted in my own house or if i was out somewhere and a attacker began on me.
nobody should go through violence but alas this is becoming a reguler thing in this day and age and people are scared to help out incase it gets turned round on to them!
hope you all enjoy your day,
love ~rach~xxx July 10 TAGTAG YOUR IT!
EACH PERSON HAS TO POSTS THE RULES BEFORE THEIR LIST.
THEN LIST 8 THINGS ABOUT THEM SELFS AT THE END.
THAT PERSON THEN TAGS AND LINKS 8 OTHER PEOPLE.
THEN VISITS THOSE PEOPLES SPACES AND COMMENTS LETTING THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
AND TO COME AND READ THE POST.
SO THEY KNOW WHAT THEY HAVE TO DO.
8 THINGS ABOUT ME ~
1,I AM VERY OUT GOING AND HAPPY PERSON,
2,I HAVE BEEN WITH DARREN MY HUBBY SINCE I WAS 20,
3,I LOVE HORROR FILMS AND HORROR BOOKS, STEPHEN KING IS MY FAVOURITE AUTHOR
4,I AM VERY LOYAL TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.
5,I LEFT HOME WHEN I WAS 17.
6,I HATE THE DARK AND BEING IN THE DARK ALONE
7,I AM VERY SENSITIVE,( ASK HUBBY LOL )
8,I WOULD LOVE TO LIVE BY THE SEA,
THE 8 PEOPLE I AM TAGGING ARE ~
JANEGOTH~JACKIE~WARLOCK DEMON~ANDROGOTH~JO~JACK BLACK~JACK. July 08 angle of darkness........
ANGLE OF DARKNESS COME WITH ME, HOLD MY HAND AND MAKE ME SEE, MAN OF THE NIGHT SHOW ME YOUR WAYS, DRAG ME BENEATH TO RUN THROUGH YOUR MAZE, EVERYTHINGS NOT BRIGHT, NOTHING OF LIGHT, PULL ME INTO YOUR WORLD, LET ME BE YOUR GIRL, COVER MY EYES LED BY THE STARS, THIS,ITS JUST CUTS,JUST SCRAPES DONT WORRY I'M FINE, OUR BLOOD BLENDS TOGETHER,OUR SCARES JUST THE SAME, THE DARKNESS SO BEAUTIFUL,THE DAY SO MUNDANE, MY LOVE BELONGS TO YOU,TAKE IT AND MAKE IT TRUE, YOUR MYSTIQUE TO ANGELIC,SO SOFT,SO DEEP, TAKE ME,MAKE ME,HOLD ME,I'M YOURS, IMMERSED IN YOUR ESOTERIC BEAUTY,MY BODY ITS YOURS. July 06 vampire love..........
AN EROTIC NIGHT IN WHICH SHE HAD PLANNED, AS I GAVE IN TO HER EVERY DEMAND, HER SKIN LIKE MILK AND BODY SO COLD, MY SOUL ONCE MINE HAS NOW BEEN SOLD, HER EYES THEY GLOWED IN THE PITCH BLACK ROOM, WITH A SMILE ON HER FACE TO SEAL MY DOOM, HER NAILS SO SHARP SHE SCRAPED DOWN MY CHEST, MY BLOOD THEN TRICKLED ON TO HER BREAST, WE SHARED OUR BLOOD IN THE PASSION AND FIRE, A TASTE SO SWEET THAT WE BOTH NOW DESIRE. July 03 out with mum.........
hi everyone, hope you are all well, well today, i had no plans so i stripped the bed and down came the curtains all for the wash and in to the machine as the sun was out,i had just done that when the phone rang and yes it was my mum asking if i would like to go out for a few hours with her,well i hummed and ared and in the end i said yes, ( you see we dont get on that well ) she said she would be at my house in half an hour ,well i was not evern dressed so on went the hair straighteners and one mad rush to get dressed,and to put on a bit of slap lol.i had just got myself looking half nomal when i sew that the pond filter needed cleaning out, i had just started that when mum pulls up in the car.so it was a very quick clean and back into the pond. we ended up going out for lunch which was very nice and a nice cold beer with it lol,after lunch we went for a walk and had a mum and daughter chit chat, that i hoped cleared up a few things between us lol, but all in all a very nice day. i gets back home and i forgot that the washing was still in, so out it came and on to the line,i then relised the bed needed to be made and more curtains to be put up, its the one thing i hate and thats makeing the bed up lol. and i had even forgot to switch the pond back on,so it had been off all day.a few hours later i rang mum to thank her for a nice day and next time give me more warning lol.so thats me for today hope you all had a good day as well, love to all. RACH X. June 30 garden hi everyone hope you have had a good day,well today the sun has been out and so i thought i would do a bit of gardening,so out came the mower and away i went ,all was going well untill i went over a bird ( it was dead ) from one of the cats ,and the smell was nasty .and under the bird was a nest of red ants, so i thought nothing of it and cared on, untill i felt like i was walking on little needles,the bloody little red ants were all over my feet lol,surpose it was my folt for wearing flip flops to mow the grass .if people were looking at me it looked like i was doing a war dance lol cos i was  stamping my feet and jumping about just to get the ants off lol,but i got my own back,i put down ant powder, so that should be the end of them, take care and i'l speak soon ,love to all, ~ RACH ~XJune 29 MORE OF THE POND............... hi everyone hope you are all well, this weekend has been spent doing the pond, well not me, hubby & james to be moe exact ,i'v been the tea lady lol ,when im not on here  ,whats been done is the building of the water fall as you can see from the pics, at first it was going to be built from brick which my brother was going to do,but becos hes been working weekends we could not wait for him to be free,so we went ahead and used slabs,the reason we can not wait is the lining has to be down and filled with water and then left for 2 weeks to settle down before the fish can go in.we need the fish to be in and settled before the cold weather sets in hubby is a bit moody cos hes back at work monday after having a week off, so i'm having to be extra nice lol not that im not anyway lmao ,so hes watching his favourite dvd film layed out on the sofa with a beer , (battle of the bulge) no its not a dvd of me fighting my fat lol.. take care and i well blog soon, love to all ~ RACH ~. |
IN THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS.
,so we ended up just walking out,the second one did'nt sell pond liners so that was no good but the last one was fantastic,the man who helped us was amazing,he had the time to talk through everything we need and how we should go about things,so a big thankyou to john for his help.
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